Being spoiled is not something I do voluntarily, but the imminent truth of it all, I am just innately "spoil-able". Although, I am not the type to takes the easy way out but more of finding the easy way through when I have the chance to do so. I mean, why would you go through the hard way when in fact there is a much easier way to get through it? Makes sense? I guess sometimes, I don't see the world as black and white. My mind goes through loop holes and thin tubes when I am faced with decisions or opinions. But I don't veer away from the normal frequencies that people are in, I do relate with them mostly because I understand and adapt well. I read body language as fast as I can understand a person talking verbally. But I do see opportunities differently from people. So how does being spoiled relate to everyday decisions? In my case, a lot.
Maybe because I have lived for so long with what most of my friends would say, "the charms" that is why I am able to get away with a lot of things but I beg to differ. It's not always about the charms. Beauty can just open the window for anyone but truly it's the talking that has got to finish the job. Let's start with simple everyday things. When I crave for taho, I have to get one so after class in school, I go straight outside and find the taho vendor. I like my taho to be filled with a lot of syrup, so I do tell Manong taho vendor to put extra syrup and sago. And he doesn't even charge me for it. Same goes with corn with cheese, ice cream orders, french fries toppings, and those food that charges extra for "extra more stuff", I get all for free. My friends would know that I hate walking around the UP campus because of the stirring heat so when I am going somewhere, they would know that I would find someone who could take me via a car. I know, I am spoiled by my friends. Luckily, they allow me to be spoiled. :p When extremes like I need to ride the MRT and the jeep ride going to the MRT would take forever, I would ask favors to get dropped off at the station. Normally, it goes my way but sometimes, I also don't get what I want. Like they say, you can't always get what you want. Lucky for me, I most of the time do. :D
I guess I am also spoiled with my parents. That's why I am spoiled with my friends too. It's one big world of me getting my way. Maybe that's why I get extremely annoyed when I don't have things my way. I tend to be so obsessive compulsive because I want everything to go according to my plan. But I don't over excess on it. I know my limits and my boundaries are. I don't push anything that might reach breaking point. The only challenge I guess is when I come face to face with something that just continuously destroys my way. It sucks to be confronted by disappointments because I'm not used to it.
I'm just not.
Cuidate everyone!
